Tuesday, November 9, 2010

I don't even know up from down anymore

I want to start out by saying: Don't judge me. I have alot of frustrations going on inside and I just need to get them out.

The days are flying by and I am getting NOTHING done. We've been in this house for over a month and I still have boxes that need to be unpacked -- & not the junk boxes -- Actual stuff like my kitchen glasses and my blender... But I just don't have the motivation. Felix has been a total handful lately. I try to keep the day packed for him to learn and to stay entertained at the same time but it also hinders stuff around here. I'm barely able to skim by and I don't like it at all. Before Felix this house was like a museum and I had to TRY to find stuff to do to fill my day and now I don't even feel like I'm enjoying them because I'm just trying to get through them...

I need to set goals. I need to make a chart and just try to get stuff accomplished for 1 week. I think I'm going to do that. Small, simple, starter steps.

I had the stomach bug for 3 days and it sucked. Worst I have felt in FOREVER! I think Felix had a touch of it at the same time as I did so that made it hard on both of us. ((I know this post just sounds like a big pity me post but it's not I swear. I know I'll just feel better if I just get this all out...)) Lorenzo has it today. He kissed me last night and than today he walked it at 9am and told me I gave him the kiss of death. I'm not a dementor from Harry Potter...

Call of Duty: Black Ops came out today. That officially means NO more husband for at least a week. I can't complain though, he rarely plays.

Felix's first birthday is just around the corner and I don't feel like I've planned accordingly. I don't have invite and I don't have decorations or anything. I hate being so unorganized. I have a friend who will make his cake and other than that I've got nothing LOL. I think this weekend I'm going to Party City and I'm going to get everything that I need.

Oh crap and that reminds me that his party will be AFTER Thanksgiving and I don't have anything planned for that either... CRAP. Gotta start making my list for that too.

See what I mean about being a scatter-brain. There is just SO much going on. I will stay more connected though! Bare with me.

1 comment:

  1. If you want a place to go for Thanksgiving you are MORE than welcome to come here. We will have more than enough food since two of the guys we invited over had their duty days switched when they changed around the duty roster.

    And I will GLADLY take that cute little boy off your hands for a day if you want to get things done. We have lots of learning entertainment here of all levels with my girls.